UnLOVEable

Life brings an unreasonable amount of pain, some is expected, some isn’t, some is self created, and then there is the unexpected. How we choose to react to the pain is based on past experiences in my opinion. We create a visualization in our mind based on reactions and end results. Past trauma scars us for a life time either for the better or the worse. In my world these scars created a bad affect on my thought process. My opinion on my self and very existence was very negative due to very low self esteem.