Who are you? That is a very hard question, if you asked me this yesterday and compared to what I might say today it could totally be a randomly different answer, I have changed so much since I was able to make decisions on my own, now sometimes people may think well that was from the very beginning, some may say when you turned 18, well mine wasn’t until I was 26 years old, even then I couldn’t make a logical decision.
So who am I, I am a mother first a foremost with a heart larger than life, my son is my life, my pride and joy, the greatest love of my life, and the best thing that I could have possibly ever done in many life times. I fucked up a lot in life, didn’t accomplish a lot, didn’t do a lot of things that I wanted too, but he makes up for all that because I got to spend every single second with him, watching, learning, and growing.
I am a free spirit, I find the beauty in the smallest thing, I see the glimmer in the dullest object, I see hope in the worse case scenario, I find passion in everything that I go about and do, I see energy in everything good and bad. I learn something new every single day and try to not take a second for granted. I no longer blame my past pain on everyone else but myself and except the fact that it was a learning curve. I am learning to not hold a grudge, don’t over react, walk away, keep your mouth shut, don’t argue, and talk about what ever is bother you. Simple! Simple is amazing! Love is even better!
I am a lover of the sun and the moon, the energy of mother earth and all her beauty guide me in my seeking of knowledge and healing. My soul is in major need of healing and I am all about cutting cords, letting the negative go, and accepting forgiveness.
